Jarvawolfs den

strange life

2007-09-09T15:33:27Z

Nothing is as it seems especially the self.

jarvawolf @ 2007-09-10T01:14:00

2007-09-09T15:27:06Z

All that i have to say.

Sometimes we meet our shadow and see what it is.

This is not something that is good or bad..... but both a balance something that clicks into place and destroys all perception of reality and life to show what truely is. It is not plesant though at the same time the pain of having illusions about ones self destroyed something else becomes something else is placed there a feeling intence feeling of self a void within being filled and completion begining........ a begining on a path without any guide without any help though with the knowledge that what needs to be will be with effort. AAAAAAArrrrrrrrg to describe a feeling that only can be experienced

frustrating

though so worth the journey and the begining of something new...

Lack of money and work making me crazy

2007-02-08T04:58:31Z

Well the title says it all. on the blody doll at the moment because of a crapy company that told me that they wanted me on a permenent basis but suddenly decided that they didnt want me after their rush period was over. (blody typical of crapy little companys (never trust north shore pisant companys)) So im currently in a net cafe searching the net for work. Untill the time i get some work i wont be doing anything else or be able to afford to do anything else as rent is half my payment as it is and food as well as travel money for job searching is much more important than anything else. So people untill i get work i wont be doing anything unless someone drags me out. Though i am being draged out to dmachine this weekend by ace (Thanks to him im geting out of the house YAY :) )

Things are starting to look up as the job market is geting beter now. Hopefully i will have something close to home soon (hmmmm looks in the direction of aldi).

Any way hope to see people next weekend as that is my pay week (sat i will be free to see people on satday because i promised to go to hell fire with ace last month but couldnt afford it so im going this month).

Hehe love the quizz

2006-06-07T00:52:06Z

You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a tradtional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things.

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Romantic Goth

100%

Old-school Goth

96%

Fantasy Goth

75%

Ethereal Goth

75%

Perky Goff

67%

Death Rocker

67%

Cyber-goth

42%

Anything-Goes Goth

42%

Industrial/Rivet-Head

38%

Confused Outsider

17%

Understanding Outsider

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Life is good

2006-05-30T07:15:17Z

As usual once i put some effort into things everything turns out good. Last weekend i got a fair bit waisted in a major way actually. That was the last time he-he reliving the old days and having my last trip into the land of oh my god i'm hungover. Today i have had an offer from a casual work agency and i am going to take it up as i know for a fact that i always enjoy the work through them. It has taken less than a week with no outside help or magick help to find anything on my behalf for this to happen which is good (just goes to prove the gods/goddesses help those who help themselves.). All in all life is turning out the way i want it to at the moment as i am able to begin again my studies which also gives me time for hobbies though those are to come yet he-he i think ill wait until i have a steady income for them as the studies are my main passion.
A thanks to those of you who have given me support even if it was just a hug for it has helped me beyond what you could ever know and beyond what i could ever repay (especially a certain household that i am currently living in).

The winds of change.

2006-03-19T13:35:23Z

Well what can i say its time for a change in my life i have finaly gotten to a point where i can now prety much get what i need which is a stable job and home. (GGrrrsss and rolls eyes) Well its about time isn't it well better late than never.Life is finaly settling down somewhat (heh for me thats basically only 3 or 4 adventures a week hehe.) and i am able to get back into my studies of witch craft properly which is one thing i have been wanting to do for quite a while.
I am also geting some new furniture this week YAY.